Just wanted to say that... I feel kind of stupid suddenly, kind of bad... Because in a whole lifetime, I never really gave much importance, definitely not enough to this issue... I mean I always have known it, and felt like this before, but it's complicated... There's many gipsies around, they just steal and they make me angr... but it's so wrong to just stereotype any person living on the street :/ I admit I do often, if I see a person that is drunk, stinks, lying there, or asking money, I kind of stay away, I'm like, I better keep waya from that person... but, man I feel stupid. That person shouldn't be like that... :/ Imagine how he/she must feel :( there are so many lovely people, that are though hungry, with no home, no family... :( See, yesterday night I was out with my friends as every Friday, and we are in our nice warm new clothes, and shoes and had a dinner out and are laughin our way back to our homes... Then suddenly, when we got to the station, I realized there was just, so many homeless people there... They're out there living out a really hard life... I'm just getting meals at a restaurant and driving home...There's loads, some standing, lying, sitting, whatever... I go through there so much, but do I ever take notice of them? No... And I was really sad, because yesterday there was an ambulance there outside the station, and this very thin north african homeless man, against a wall, his body was shaking, he was looking real bad, I don't know what he had... But I felt so bad, nearly sick looking at him, moved inside, when you see real suffering... Seeing this man, who is he? What's his story? He's suffering right now, he might be very ill, and hungry, cold... but no one cares for him... :( What do they do, or think all day? See my life is kind of screwed because I have no plans or I can't see a future either but... Nothing compared to them, I have family food shelter and a so-called regular modern life... They don't... I don't know... When I came home and was eating my hot meal in my heated house... Basically what I mean is, it sucks, they're people, we're ALL the same, but they're not as lucky as many... And most of them really don't deserve it :/ I was like, ****... this just sucks, why is it like this?, I'm ok, while there's thousands of lone people in the cold out there starving... And most of the time, when you walk past one in the street, people laugh at them, or make jokes and stuff... It's so fukd up, but like, what could I, as a person do? All you can do is give a coin or two really right? I mean, I don't know, just know it's sad, very sad only...
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