Hey, I know people have their first times and what it was like on these forums so I just wanted to share mine. Now I'm going to warn you I'm one of thoes peoples that likes to tell long stories (I'm a writer :P), so I'm going to try and keep it as short as possible without leaving out too much.
SO, After seeing the comerial I knew right away that I wanted to see this movie! I also knew that noone else would want to see it so I ended up going alone. 'Why would you want to see that?' 'It looks weird..' 'Why are they blue?' It took me 3 weeks to get a ticket because everytime I called they were sold out. 'Well this must be a good sign' I thought.
Finally when I got to the theater I sat by myself next to some random guy who started talking about the movie. He'd neve seen it but he was so sure that it would be great, it was an understatement to say he was excited. I just shrugged and said '..well it better be worth it..". At first it was alright but what caught my attention is when Jake is wheeling past one of the vehicles and it has a few bow and arrows in the tire. I just got this weird feeling that i can't explain (I probably sound crazy by now).
Then my eyes were really glued after Jake gets his brother Tommy's Avatar and starts running, it was an exhilerating feeling really. I felt like I was sucked into the movie! I was there I laughed when they laughed, I was excited when Jake was getting his first Ikran, I was there! The really crazy part is, I've NEVER cried in a movie..NEVER, I came close in I am legend when his dog died but that was it! During he destruction of hometree when the na'vi cried I cried like it was my own home they were destroying! (especially this one na'vi in particular that puts her hand over her mouth and Moa't), When Tsu'tey was whoopin *ss in the helicopter I clapped and cheered him on...then cried when he died. During the destruction of Hometree, I didn't even know I was crying until something wet hit my arm and my nose was clogged.
I was like 'No way...' Then for the first time while watching the movie I looked at the guy next to me and he had his hand over his mouth and his eyes were just as watery as mine. I didn't realise I was staring at him I guess I was just thinking 'wtf are we crying?' When he noticed I was watching him he turned around and I turned back to the screen. I guess he noticed I was crying and he patted my shoulder lightly and said. "It's ok...I get it." I didn't say anything just nodded my head and kept watching. I was so confused. 'Why are we crying?' 'Why do I feel weird for crying?' 'Shouldn't I feel weird?'
By the end of the movie I felt like my heart was ripped out! What just happened? The screen turned black?...the screen...it wasn't real..I'm back on earth. (lol I'm dramatic) I sat there contemplating life for about 8 minutes. 'Why do I feel so empty?' 'How could a movie do this to me?' Ok this is long enough cause I could go on forever. Last thing I wanna say though is, not a day goes by that I don't think about the bioluminescent forest, and how jealous I am that the Na'vi have such a kinship with not only each other but the planet itself! It saddens me thinking about it, especially the fact that noone I know personally feels the way I do, it's always 'Are you serious?' 'WHat's the big deal about these blue people?' and of course my absolute favorite "It's just a movie."
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