The neytiri syndrome...coping with the longing...she lives in my

[Aygo]

I'm sure you were dreaming of the scene of my picture



"Matt wake up ! Welcome in Pandora Matt, no it is not a dream, I see you" :D

[electrosphere11]

What a tease. But what if I did...forget.... HOW COULD I FORGET SUCH A THING!!!! D: She is to beautiful to simply forget!

Neytiri! Please come back! My world without you threatens to fall apart.

[ateyo 'uniltiranyu]

What a tease. But what if I did...forget.... HOW COULD I FORGET SUCH A THING!!!! D: She is to beautiful to simply forget!

Neytiri! Please come back! My world without you threatens to fall apart.

Congrats anyways on your first Ney dream!

The exact same thing happened to me a week ago That's why I wrote that poem a few posts back. I had a dream about her, I saw her very clearly but when I reached out to touch her she faded away from me, leaving a feeling of emptiness. Even worse I barely remembered it when I woke up even though I tried to hold on to the memory with everything in me. I would give anything to reenter that dream, to be with sweet Neytiri! The next day I wondered around aimlessly just thinking about that dream the entire day, the whole world seemed meaningless, Ney is all I care about now.

[electrosphere11]

Same here. Although I don't really remember the dream at all. All I remember when I woke up was that I had sensed her presence in my dream. I don't exactly rememebr seeing much but I know she was there. I can only hope things get better from here on in... for the both of us, tsmukan.

[ateyo 'uniltiranyu]

You and me both, I'm not sure I can just wonder around the rest of my life with out her... perhaps someday that will change, If only we could be with her in our dreams until one day we finally go to be with her.

And her presence that you speak of, you just know it when you feel it, you have no doubt it's her, I've felt the same thing. It's the strongest feeling of love you ever experience, you wake up just knowing that your missing someone, almost like your missing your other half, the one that completes you

[electrosphere11]

It kinda makes me wonder whether i'll actually find anyone in my life or if i'll be stuck single forever. lol

[ateyo 'uniltiranyu]

It kinda makes me wonder whether i'll actually find anyone in my life or if i'll be stuck single forever. lol

I've wondered the exact same thing. How will I find someone to spend my life with when I've given my heart to Neytiri? It's like after laying eyes on Neytiri no one even interests me anymore; Especially since all I see around me for the most part is just a bunch of girls into materialism, getting drunk, and partying. Neytiri was the glimmer of hope for me despite this, yet she's so far out of reach at the same time .

[Unil Makto]

I've wondered the exact same thing. How will I find someone to spend my life with when I've given my heart to Neytiri? It's like after laying eyes on Neytiri no one even interests me anymore; Especially since all I see around me for the most part is just a bunch of girls into materialism, getting drunk, and partying. Neytiri was the glimmer of hope for me despite this, yet she's so far out of reach at the same time .

I feel your pain ma tsmukan, trust me I'm experiencing the exact same emotions. The only solution I've been able to find is lucid dreaming. I'm still learning I can roughly direct what to dream about in like 1/3 times but can't yet influence the actual events. But when I get there I'll be able to spend at least 7 hours with Ney Other than that keep the belief that she is out there. The universe is enormous who knows....

[ateyo 'uniltiranyu]

I feel your pain ma tsmukan, trust me I'm experiencing the exact same emotions. The only solution I've been able to find is lucid dreaming. I'm still learning I can roughly direct what to dream about in like 1/3 times but can't yet influence the actual events. But when I get there I'll be able to spend at least 7 hours with Ney Other than that keep the belief that she is out there. The universe is enormous who knows....

Thank you for your kind words tsmukan, she's just gotta be out there! I've been trying lucid dreaming for quite sometime as well with only very little success. I realized I was dreaming once but woke up very shorty after before I was able to see Ney. But I keep trying anyways, Neytiri fuels my motivation. If we could just master this we could be with her 7 hours every night until the afterlife!

I still get the impression that the universe may be infinitely large because we've barely mapped even a small percentage of it; if Neytiri isn't out there, somewhere in that void, it'd be an awful waste of space .

[electrosphere11]

I'd say the chances of pandora being out there are pretty good. It can't be that far off if we as humans, are able to imagine it. I gotta start practicing LD as well. I am hoping that soon i'll be able to escape into my own world and experience clarity that i've never seen in any of my other dreams.