prowler

kaltxi ma aysmukan si ma aytsmuke, me again...

So i feel like i have to write this... about my depression... and longing for the SE...

Lately i been feeling sort of depressed and i just havent felt like talking about it... then again im always depressed more or less. thinking about her everyday, yes im talking about neytiri... sometimes when i hear a song on the radio, some of the lyrics reminds me of her and when that happends i sort of frezze and i think about her even more. my family still dont know my love/feelings for neytiri... they only know im a addicted to avatar and im going to keep it that way.

The longing for the SE dont help... not one bit.. hearing all the talk about it... these extra scenes...neytiri saying her name, and the scene where tsu'tey dies and she crys... so i heard... im not sure i will manage it...but i need it more then ever... and the extra material.. im not going to watch... and im not going to talk about it...

so for now... ill just stick to the normal avatar blu ray version... watched it 33 times or so and counting...i dont even wanna know how many times i will watch it when i get the Extend version...

well that was all for now...

eywa ngahu ma aysmukan si ma aytsmuke